A Crossing

On Tuesday May 2023, I took the Oath of the Abyss at Chateau de Puivert, Southern France. I was in company with my partner, Soror O.F. who acted as Priestess of Babalon.  This blog is separate from my activities on behalf of Star Club or any other organisation, to chart my personal and magical relationship with Babalon and the A ∴ A ∴.  This is why the blog is named "A Crossing." Full context and the narrative of events can be found here: An Oath to end all Oaths on Star Club's website We arrived at approximately 21:00hrs local time after ascending to the plateau. First, Sr O.F. recited the Daughter of Fortitude, as an invocation of Our Lady: I am the daughter of Fortitude, and ravished every hour from my youth. For behold I am Understanding and science dwelleth in me; and the heavens oppress me. They cover and desire me with infinite appetite; for none that are earthly have embraced me, for I am shadowed with the Circle of the Stars and covered with the morning clouds. M

  To whom it may concern, In 2017 I was married and had an affair with Georgia van Raalte. The end of my marriage is not the topic of discussion today. This affair was neither the first nor the last, but it did end my life as I knew it, and un-made the person I had become by this point. I had the best of intentions in forming a relationship with Georgia, but unfortunately my actions did not meet that standard and I failed her. We met at the Occult Conference that Spring, communicated for a few months, and then met regularly over the next year. She became an initiate of O.T.O. and a member of the body in Glastonbury, and we engaged in a relationship that revolved around magical discussions and operations with a hefty amount of drinking and hedonism. After one such occasion I made a choice to confront the alcohol component of our interactions and our relationship improved for most of its duration - although I was unaware of the emotional hurt I was causing her along the way - and we were